"Be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves." James 1:22 (NKJV)

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Unleavened Bread Recipe















All of the bread above was made from a half batch of the recipe below. We rolled the bread on top about 1/8 inch thick and baked it on a metal cookie sheet. It has a chewy texture, sort of like pita bread but a bit denser. The bread below we rolled thinner and baked on a preheated pizza stone. It has a cracker-like texture. It tastes better than you might expect. Here is the recipe...

4 cups whole wheat flour
1 cup white flour
2 cups water
1/4 cup honey
1 1/2 teaspoons salt
1/4 cup oil

  1. preheat oven to 400 degrees
  2. stir together ingredients, until dough is one smooth mass, elastic, and slightly sticky
  3. divide dough into four balls; sprinkle counter with flour, roll out to 1/8 inch thick
  4. score into about 1 inch squares
  5. bake for about 15 minutes (about 12 minutes on preheated baking stone)
  6. in the first minute of baking, prick bubbles that may form (or don't if you like bubbles)

Monday, March 29, 2010

Week 9: "Do This in Remembrance of Me," Part 1

While they were eating, Jesus took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to his disciples, saying, "Take it; this is my body." Then he took the cup, gave thanks and offered it to them, and they all drank from it. "This is the blood of my covenant, which is poured out for many," he said to them. ~ Mark 14:22-24

"Do this in remembrance of me." ~ Luke 22:19b

For whenever you eat this bread and drink this cup, you proclaim the Lord's death until he comes. ~ 1 Corinthians 11:26

Eight weeks down. Thirty-two weeks to go. This week's assignment is the Lord's Supper.

There was a time when people were willing to die, and some were willing to kill, to defend their understanding of what Jesus meant when He said "this is my body" and "this is my blood." In England, between the years 1555 and 1558 (the reign of the Roman Catholic Queen, "Bloody Queen Mary"), 288 Protestant Reformers, including men, women and children, were burned at the stake. Why? In his history of the protestant reformation in England, John Charles Ryle explained:



The doctrine in question was the real presence of the body and blood of Christ in the consecrated elements of bread and wine in the Lord's Supper. Did they, or did they not believe that the body and blood of Christ were really, that is corporally, literally, locally, and materially, present under the forms of bread and wine after the words of consecration were pronounced? Did they or did they not believe that the real body of Christ, which was born of the Virgin Mary, was present on the so-called altar so soon as the mystical words had passed the lips of the priest? Did they or did they not?That was the simple question. If they did not believe and admit it, they were burned.


Personally, I hold the view of the Protestant reformers that the bread and wine (or grape juice) are symbolic and not literally transformed into the body and blood of Jesus. I won't attempt a defense of that point of view here. If you want to read more about the mainstream Protestant understanding of the Lord's Supper, I defer to Pastor John Piper's excellent sermon of August 13, 2006 about why and how we celebrate the Lord's Supper.

I mention the fact that people have died, and been willing to kill, to defend their understanding of the Lord's Supper, because that history starkly contrasts with my own feelings about the Lord's Supper. I'm obviously not suggesting that we ought to kill in the name of sound doctrine. I'm afraid, however, that I've personally taken the Lord's Supper far too lightly. I've never given the Lord's Supper much thought, and the experience has never been deeply meaningful to me.

I started this week by reading what the Bible has to say about the Lord's supper. Outside of the gospel accounts of Jesus's last supper with His disciples, the key passage is in the Apostle Paul's first letter to the Corinthians, chapter eleven. Setting aside the controversial question of what Jesus meant by "this is my body" and "this is my blood," the remainder of what the Bible has to say about the Lord's Supper is straightforward. Followers of Jesus are commanded to take the Lord's Supper to remember what Jesus did (1 Cor. 11:24) and to proclaim the sufficiency of what Jesus did (1 Cor. 11:26). We ought to regularly take the Lord's Supper with other Christians (Acts 2:42, Acts 20:7), and we ought to do so with an attitude of thanksgiving (1 Cor. 11:24) and self-examination (1 Cor. 11:27-28).

Next Sunday is Easter Sunday. This week, I will be taking the Lord's Supper twice---on Thursday with my small group and on Good Friday evening with my church. In preparation, I want to spend time this week remembering Jesus's last day on earth. Jesus's last supper with his disciples looked forward to the Lord's Passion, and the ordinance ofthe Lord's Supper is a time for remembering it. Two weeks ago, I got "saturated in the Gospels." This week, in preparation for taking the Lord's Supper, I want to narrow my focus to Jesus's last day. I also want to spend some more time prayerfully considering the Apostle Paul's teaching on the subject of the Lord's Supper. And, on a lighter note, I'm going to try making unleavened bread, which is probably the type of bread that Jesus and his disciples ate the night before Jesus was crucified.

Until next time, grace and peace to you.


Sunday, March 28, 2010

Week 8: Love Your Wife As Christ Loved, Part 2

Christina and I were made for each other. It was God's plan that we would go through this life side by side, on mission together to worship and glorify Him. And, I wouldn't want it any other way.

Knowing all this, I still sometimes ask God about marriage, "Why did you make it so difficult, Lord?" I don't know any couple that's been married for more than a few years that wouldn't agree that marriage is difficult. To have a marriage that survives and succeds, you need two people who are willing to work hard at it. A good marriage isn't built in a week. It requires a life-long commitment.

The primary thing that I take away from this week is a desire to communicate better with Christina. I'm task oriented, quiet, and introverted. My favorite Elvis Presley song: "A Little Less Conversation." I can force myself out of my shell for work, at church, or in other social situations. At home, however, I often retreat back into my shell, and I tend to deal with problems alone.

Christina, on the other hand, is relationship oriented and is always eager to talk through things. Obedience to God in my marriage means moving in Christina's direction a bit regarding communication. She's asked me to listen better and express my feelings to her more frequently, and I want to respond to that.

It's not all about "conversation." I've been thinking and praying about the assignments Christina gave me this week. I've been trying to hear what her heart is saying to me through this week's to-do list. I think maybe what her heart is saying is that she's longing to engage with me in a deeper way. She wants my focus and attention more often than she's getting it. Hopefully, this week was one small step in the right direction.

Christina, love of my life and my most faithful blog reader, is there anything you would like to say to whoever is reading this? Here is your big chance!


Okay, so this week for me has been FUN! I mean who does not want to be told how amazing they are every day, get foot rubs, go out on dates,and more?? Sign me up; I am IN!

This week I have to give Nathan a great deal of credit! He did everything I asked, and more! I felt treasured, loved, important, and so much more. He even listened when I went on and on in conversation, which is challenging for anyone, let alone my quiet hubby! My goal was for him to understand me in even deeper and new ways, to try to understand what makes me tick! I think we are on our way! It is not going to happen in a few days, or a week, but this past week was great, and a big step in the right direction! I am excited to see where God takes us as we continue on this journey, as we try harder to speak the other person's language, and stretch ourselves in new ways! I pray that I also will grow in this process, as Nathan asks me to look deeper at what I need from him. I pray I can do the same for him! I am looking forward to the coming weeks and months as we continue down this path.


On a final note, I cannot forget Nathan's trips to the local DQ for much-needed ice cream; our daughter NEEDS ice cream! So I am going to go now and enjoy some quality ice cream time with my amazing husband!

Gee, thanks, Babe. Next week, I'll be focusing on the Lord's supper. Until then, grace and peace to you.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Week 8: Love Your Wife As Christ Loved, Part 1

Husbands, love your wives, as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her. ~ Ephesians 5:25

We're keeping my dad's dog, Buddy, while Dad is in the hospital. Buddy is a very overweight Beagle who is obsessed with food and accustomed to getting his way. He is a bit of a problem dog. I've been watching the television program, The Dog Whisperer, starring Cesar Millan. Cesar is amazing. He takes problem dogs, rehabilitates them and trains their owners. Cesar's philosophy is that you must be the "alpha dog." This means that to have a happy healthy relationship with your dog, you must establish your dominance as leader of the pack. There are several techniques that you use to send this message to your dog. At meal time, you should always eat first, while your dog watches. You go through doorways first, all the time. On a walk, you lead the way. You dominate in every situation, thus sending the message to your dog that he's low beast in the family hierarchy. Hopefully, the dog responds with submission and obedience. With dogs, any other system is fraught with danger. Dominate or be dominated; this is the law of the pack. Leadership by physical and mental domination is the natural order of things in the animal world. Perhaps it is the natural tendency among humans as well---at least the natural tendency in a fallen and sinful world.

Jesus, however, teaches a different kind of leadership--servant leadership. When the disciples argued among themselves about who would be the greatest, Jesus said, "He who is least among you all---he is the greatest." Luke 9:48b. In human relationships, Jesus rejects the alpha dog mentality, teaching that "the last will be first, and the first will be last." Matthew 20:16. Jesus washed his disciples feet, saying "I have set you an example that you should do as I do." John 13:15. Ultimately, Jesus demonstrated his love for the disciples by taking on the utter shame and humiliation of the cross for their sakes.

As Christian husbands, we are called to love our wives as Jesus loved the church. The relationship between husband and wife is a picture to the world of the relationship between Jesus and the church. This means that we are called to lead our wives by providing for their physical and spiritual needs. We are called to lay down our lives for them. We are called to serve them. For humans, as I heard Cesar say on a recent episode of The Dog Whisperer: "God is the pack leader. We are all His followers."

I don't think servant-leadership means that we ought to cater to our wives' every whim and desire. That's not leadership at all, and it's not giving our wives what they need. For us husbands, the practical problem is knowing what our wives need. Jesus perfectly knew what his disciples needed, and he always gave it to them---sometimes a rebuke, sometimes encouragement, sometimes an act of kindness and service. More than anything else he knew the church needed forgiveness, and he died so the church could have it.

As imperfect husbands, we cannot know perfectly what our wives need. Women are, after all, complicated and wonderful creatures. As we prayerfully commune with God, the Spirit will provide us some guidance. For those of us blessed with trustworthy and Godly wives, I think we ought to ask our wives what they need from us and respect what they tell us.

Christina and I will have our ten-year anniversary this May 13. She has enriched my life. I feel overwhelmingly in her debt, and I cannot express what her companionship has meant to me. There have been troubles and stresses, but it gives me great joy to see how great and growing are the blessings that God has given us as a couple. One thing that I've not done often enough over the last ten years is ask Christina what she needs from me that she's not getting.

In the spirit of becoming a better listener and a more responsive husband, I have not written my assignment this week. I've asked Christina to do so. I think she's letting me off pretty easy. Here is what she asks:


  1. Really pay attention when I'm talking to you, and try to hear my heart, not just my words. (Isn't it just like a girl to say something like that?)
  2. Daily tell me how you feel about me. (emphasis in original)
  3. Plan a surprise date night!
  4. Foot rubs galore.
At the end of the week, I'll write a post describing how things went, or maybe I'll ask Christina to write that one. Until then, grace and peace to you.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Week 7: Listen to Him!, Part 2




Almost two thousand years after Jesus was crucified, the world is still fascinated and bewildered by Him. As was true during Jesus's ministry on earth, many people try to use Him and His message to advance their own agendas. He is misunderstood more often than he is understood. Even those who claim to follow him often can't agree on what he meant or what he was like.

My assignment for the last week was to spend as much time as possible in the Gospels. I didn't complete my goal of reading all four gospels. I read the Gospels of Matthew and John. Because I spent an extraordinary amount of time in the car this week, I was able to listen to the Gospels of Matthew, Mark and John via my new Word of Promise Audio Bible. I capped off the week last night by watching Mel Gibson's film, The Passion of the Christ.

One week of reading and listening to the Gospels does not make me an expert in Christology, but I do feel that I know Jesus a little better. I kept notes as a I read and listened this week, and, for what they're worth, here are a few observations I scribbled down about the person of Jesus. He was:

  • Spirit-led
  • Word empowered
  • confrontational
  • approachable
  • a friend of the humble
  • shrewd
  • strategic
  • loving
  • forgiving
  • difficult to understand
  • concerned about the hearts of men, not their appearances
  • submissive to His Father
  • a humble servant
  • courageous
  • disciplined
  • always leading by teaching, showing, challenging and correcting
A few things stood out to me this week about Jesus's message. His message was one of hope for the poor and humble but a warning to the powerful and proud. His message was not only an invitation to receive grace through faith in Him, but also was a call to complete surrender, submission, and obedience. Jesus's message was not intended to persuade the world to follow Him, but to call those whom his Father had already given Him. He was not afraid to offend people or to turn people away who came to Him for wrong reasons. Jesus was a disciple maker, not a crowd gatherer.

I never understood before this week that Jesus's ministry was constantly beset by troubles. My wife and I belong to a community of believers in St. Louis---City Lights Church. The church was planted about six years ago by a handful of people that moved to St. Louis from Carbondale, Illinois. It's a place where the Bible is taught well, a place where people worship God with passion on Sunday morning and live it out during the week, and a place where people have been healed and restored. Despite everything that is good about City Lights, the church has struggled. It has struggled to grow. It has struggled financially. We have faithful and gifted pastors and overseers. Unfortunately, on several occasions, they've been bitten by their sheep.

This week, I've realized that City Lights is in good company. From the beginning of his ministry, Jesus was at odds with religious leaders. He was misunderstood by His closest followers. Although Jesus sometimes gathered a large following, he was also abandoned by many. He was pursued by people who wanted to use Him. He was betrayed by a close friend. After three years of public ministry, He had only a handful of faithful disciples and even those quickly scattered during His darkest hour. If Jesus faced such difficulties during His ministry on earth, it is not surprising that His church also faces great difficulties.

The last thing that I take from this week is a renewed appreciation for the fact that Jesus loved His friends and disciples with great passion. He demonstrated the magnitude of His love for them on the cross. He calls us to love one another in the same way. My time with Jesus this week, has caused me to examine my own feelings for my Christian brothers and sisters. What I find is that my affections are too cool. My heart is too detached. I pray that God would fan to flame my love and affection for His people.

Next week's assignment is to love my wife, Christina, as Jesus loved the church. Until then, grace and peace to you.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Updates of a Familial Nature


Here is the latest ultrasound photo of the baby girl daughter to be named later. We saw the baby/mommy doctor today. Baby and mommy are doing fine. We are approximately four months from D-day (daughter day). I'm putting up the non-binding baby name poll today. It's on the right side of your screen when you scroll down the page. Why would you vote for anything other than Amelia?

As for my Dad, he was much better yesterday. His blood sugar and heart rate are under control. He not only recognized me but was talking and making sense most of the time. He even started eating solid food today. I'm off to see him in a few minutes. Thank you very much for all your prayers.


Monday, March 15, 2010

Week 7: Listen to Him!, Part 1

"This is my Son, whom I love. Listen to Him!" ~Mark 9:7b

I spend about 250 hours per year commuting back and forth to work (five hours per week for fifty weeks each year). It will actually be slightly more than 250 hours per year now that I've committed to driving the speed limit. I spend about half that time listening to talk radio. Sometimes talk radio is entertaining. Very rarely it is informative. Most of the time, it's absolutely idiotic.

God cares about what we listen to. Jesus frequently reminds his disciples to listen carefully to his words. The Book of Proverbs is full of instructions about listening---listen to wisdom, listen to instructions, listen to rebuke, and don't listen to fools.

The James 1:22 Project is about doing what the Bible says, but the Father's command reminds me that I must not forget to listen to the word. James says "do not merely listen to the word," which assumes that we will first listen. James also says, "Everyone should be quick to listen." James 1:19.

This week's assignment is about listening to Jesus. The Father, in an audible voice, told the disciples to listen to Jesus. I don't think the Father intended for us to merely listen to Jesus's words. The sort of "listening" the Father commands is the sort of listening from which an active response follows---the same sort of listening that is commanded in James's epistle. It is also safe to say that we can obey the Father's command by reading the words of Jesus recorded in the Gospels and doing what they say.

I want, however, to respond to this command in a rather literal way---by changing my listening habits. I am going to begin the practice of listening to the Bible on CD during my commute. What difference would it make in my life if I listened to the Bible instead of talk radio? If I spent just half of my commuting time listening to the Bible, I could hear the entire Bible every year.

For this week, I want to kickoff my Bible listening regime by getting saturated in the words of Jesus. I'll listen to the Gospels during my commute, starting with the Gospel of John. I also plan to read all four of the Gospels this week. And, I plan to cap off the week by watching Mel Gibson's The Passion of the Christ. I'll tell you about the experience in my next post. Until then, grace and peace to you.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

A Note About My Dad

During week two, I wrote here and here about my dad. It seems appropriate now to write something about what has been happening the last two days.

Dad is in our local hospital's intensive care unit. Friday afternoon, neighbors found him on his bathroom floor. He was incoherent and barely conscious. My mom has been with her family in Texas the last several days. Nobody had talked to Dad for about twenty-four hours, so we don't know exactly how long he was laying on the floor. When paramedics arrived, his blood sugar was ten times normal. He was dehydrated, and his heart was barely pumping. His condition stabilized some in the emergency room. His blood sugar is under control.

I was thankful to hear from doctors that his blood-alcohol level was zero, which means he had not been drinking alchohol for at least a few days. Maybe he was keeping the promise he had made several weeks ago that he would try to quit again. We still don't know what brought on the spike in his blood sugar. He has never previously been diagnosed as a diabetic. His wide array of medical problems complicates diagnosis and treatment.

On Friday evening, I was with him for several hours in the emergency room and the intensive care unit. He was not coherent, but it was apparent from his face that he was in great pain. Part of me wanted to turn away and not look at him, but something compelled me to stay at his bedside. I hoped my presence might touch him and comfort him on some level. I felt great sadness. And, I also felt God wringing and squeezing anger out of me---anger that I've carried against Dad for almost thirty years. God has been drawing it out of me since that day eighteen years ago when I first saw my Lord suffering and shamed. I believe these may have been the last few drips and drops. I can now only feel sympathy for Dad and sorrow over what might be lost very soon and for what we never had.

Today, Dad seemed to be sleeping peacefully. He hasn't regained his right mind, but I think he briefly recognized me this afternoon. When I walked into his room, I thought there was a spark of recognition on his face, but I'm not sure.

UPDATE--March 15, 2010: Dad was much better today. His blood sugar and heart rate are under control. He not only recognized me, but was talking and making sense most of the time. He even started eating solid food today. Thank you very much for all your prayers.

Week 6: Confess Your Sins, Part 2

I met with my pastor, Ben, on Wednesday. We had lunch together, chatted about our families and our church's recent conference, and then we turned our attention to confession. I slowly read him my list of sins, offering brief explanations when necessary. As I read the list, he listened quietly and only had a few follow-up questions. It didn't feel like an interrogation. He didn't force anything. My feeling was that he wanted to make sure I expressed everything the Spirit had put on my conscience.

When I finished reading the list, Ben looked me in the eyes and said something simple like, "Good job. You're forgiven." He also asked whether I felt God was calling me to do anything else about the sins that I had confessed. I mentioned some practical steps that I felt led to take. Ben was like-minded and confirmed that what I was feeling was probably from God. He then put his hand on my shoulder and prayed for me. It was a gentle prayer of forgiveness and mercy, a request that God would grant me freedom from guilt and strength to overcome sin. When we were done, we put my list of sins through the paper shredder.

It was not a highly emotional experience, but it was a significant one. The act of speaking out loud to another the truth about my past sins was humbling. Have you ever noticed that you feel the Father's grace most acutely in moments when your heart has been humbled? Humility is like a channel through which God's grace flows to us.

With Ben's kind words of forgiveness and his prayer for mercy, God's grace and forgiveness felt even more real and present than during my private repentance. Just as God's grace is experienced most fully when we are humbled, the blessing of Christian fellowship is experienced most fully when we are transparent. I pray that God would establish humility and transparency in my heart and character.


He mocks proud mockers but gives grace to the humble. ~ Proverbs 3:34
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Monday, March 8, 2010

Week 6: Confess Your Sins, Part 1

Confess your sins to each other. ~James 5:16

In the third week of the James 1:22 Project my assignment was repentance. During that week (regular readers might recall) I divided my life into three time periods (pre-conversion, post-conversion but pre-marriage, and post-marriage) and dedicated some time to praying about each time period, asking God to bring to my mind whatever sins he wanted me to repent of and confess. I was not attempting to list every detail about every sin that I've ever committed. The goal was to be honest and specific, but spirit-led.

This week, the assignment is confession. We are commanded in the book of James to "confess [our] sins to each other and pray for each other so that [we] may be healed." In response to this command, I intend to confess my list from week three to a Christian brother.

I've confessed sins before. It is always scary, but also is always liberating and healing. I have never attempted to make a confession nearly as comprehensive as this one.

As for the practical matter of to whom I should confess, I will again follow Richard Foster's example. In his masterful book Celebration of Discipline, Foster acknowledges that "it is quite correct theologically to say that every Christian believer can receive the confession of another." He recommends, however, that confession be made to a person with the qualities of "spiritual maturity, wisdom, compassion, good common sense, the ability to keep confidence, and a wholesome sense of humor."

I am very blessed to be able to say that there are several dear Christian brothers in my life, who are close friends, that I would trust with my confession. God has richly blessed me in this area. From the beginning of my Christian walk, He has given me trustworthy Christian brothers---men who have stood by me as fellow sinners and saints and made Jesus's presence real to me.

In week two, I wrote about a young man who was my friend in high school and who softened my heart towards Jesus while I was still an unbeliever. After my conversion, we were in a men's small group together for several years. We met together weekly for prayer and mutual encouragement. He and I are not so young anymore, but we are still close friends. We live a block apart, and his sons and my sons are buddies. How great are God's blessings?

My wife and I belong to a small group at our church with five other couples. It is a wonderful group of winsome and encouraging people, and I have no doubt that any of the five guys in our small group would have the requisite wisdom and compassion to receive my confession.

For this week's assignment, however, I have made an appointment to meet with my pastor. He has agreed to hear my confession. It feels right and appropriate to me that I should give my confession to my spiritual leader. I respect and trust him, not only because of his position as my pastor, but also because he has shown himself to be a God-fearing man of wisdom, integrity and compassion.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Week 5: Submit to Governing Authorities, Part 2

I've always treated the speed limit like a speed suggestion. If the limit is sixty-five, I set the cruise control at seventy-four. It's not like I'm flying past other cars. Most people drive a bit over the speed limit. The police don't stop anybody for driving seventy-four miles per hour on the interstate. So, what difference does it make?

Once again, I run up against the uncompromising nature of God's commands. We are commanded to submit to governing authorities. The governing authorities have established a maximum speed limit. To put it bluntly, driving at speeds in excess of the posted limit is disobedience to God. Speeding is sin.

So, this week, for the first time in years, I drove the speed limit or a little under. There is one very rural stretch of my daily commute that I routinely drive at about fifty-five miles per hour. I didn't even know what the speed limit was on that road until this week. It's forty miles per hour. I set the cruise control at thirty-nine.

Also this week, I wore a neck tie and my identification badge at work. I have a government job, so I figure anything that my employer requires falls within the scope of this command. The office policy requires men to wear ties Monday through Thursday. Everyone is supposed to wear their official identification every day. The enforcement of these policies, however, is lax. Like many people in my office, I have been in the habit of wearing neither tie nor identification. This week, I wore both.

What is the point? What difference does it make? Isn't this pointless legalism? Shouldn't I be thinking about more important things? By Tuesday evening, I was asking God these questions.

As the week went on, however, I started to think more about what the Apostle Peter says: "Submit yourselves for the Lord's sake to every authority instituted among men." The phrase stuck in my head---"for the Lord's sake."

I think what is explicitly stated about this command (that we obey for the Lord's sake) is implied and assumed with respect to every command. Couldn't we also truthfully say that we ought to care for widows for the Lord's sake? Or, that we ought to forgive for the Lord's sake? Or, that we ought to work hard for the Lord's sake? I think Peter is just clarifying here that the command to obey government authorities isn't any different. We don't submit to human authority out of reverence to any human or human institution. We submit for the Lord's sake, just as we should do everything for the Lord's sake. This is the attitude that the Apostle Paul was talking about when he said, "offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God---this is your spiritual act of worship." Romans 12:1. Have you ever heard that "all of life is worship?" I've heard that said many times before, but it's always been a fuzzy concept in my mind. Maybe this week I'm starting to understand what it means.

I don't want to be overly spiritual about the speed limit or a necktie. But, I feel that I've begun to grasp something important. Obeying the speed limit, if done out of reverence to God, is a spiritual act of worship. Wearing a neck tie, if done out of reverence to God, is a spiritual act of worship. This week, I was reading Pastor and author Louie Giglio's little wisdom packed book on worship, The Air I Breath. Giglio says: "The question is not what you do, but who you do it for."

Jesus said, "If you love me, you will obey what I command." John 14:15. This doesn't mean that commandment keeping equates to love for Jesus. It does mean, however, that every little seemingly insignificant act of obedience, if done for the Lord's sake, expresses our love for Jesus. If we can really believe that, it will transform the mundane and difficult moments of our lives into opportunities to worship and commune with the God who spoke the universe into existence. Isn't that a little bit exciting?

Monday, March 1, 2010

Week 5: Submit to Governing Authorities, Part 1

Everyone must submit himself to the governing authorities, for there is no authority except which God has established. The authorities that exist have been established by God. ~Romans 13:1

The first time I rode down Sniper Alley in Sarajevo in the back of a Humvee, I was twenty-one years old and scared out of my wits. It was the end of 1995, a few days after Christmas. I had been deployed to Sarajevo, Bosnia-Herzegovina as an Army Reservist to take part in NATO's implementation of the recently signed Dayton Peace Agreement. Sarajevo had been under siege for the last three years---the longest siege of any city in the history of modern warfare. The main boulevard through the city had been nicknamed Sniper Alley. Snipers had infamously dug in all along both sides of the road, wounding over one-thousand people and killing over two-hundred men, women and children.

Buildings all over the city were in ruins. Sarajevo had once been a developed, modern city---the home of the 1984 Winter Olympics. When I saw it for the first time, it looked like a scene from a post-apocalyptic movie.

My first stop in Sarajevo was Zetra Stadium. In 1984, it had been the home of Olympic figure skating, speed skating and hockey. Only eight years later, the roof was blown off by artillery fire. The basement was converted to a morgue. Whatever wood that could be salvaged from the building was used to build improvised coffins. When NATO arrived, the stadium was converted into a temporary barracks and headquarters. It was my home address for my first few months in Bosnia. We slept right on the spot where the bodies had been piled.

The Bosnian war had come about as a result of the fall of the Communist system in the former Yugoslavia. In the absence of the Communist regime, there was a power vacuum, particularly in Bosnia, the most ethnically diverse part of the former Yugoslavia. Old feuds between ethnic groups were fanned into flame by opportunist politicians. Bosnia spiraled into political chaos and then an incredibly vicious civil war between three factions, with horrible atrocities committed on every side.

My assignment this week is to submit myself to governing authorities. It's made me think about Sarajevo, for the first time in a long time. For me, the experience was a shocking lesson about the potential for human cruelty and wickedness. It was also a lesson in the value of having a strong order-keeping and rule-enforcing government authority. When I left Bosnia in July 1996, Sarajevo had experienced an amazing turnaround. Markets, restaurants, mosques and churches were open. People walked around on the streets with a sense of safety and confidence. The peace and order imposed by 66,000 NATO troops made all the difference. I had gone to Bosnia with a libertarian political ideology, believing government was at best a necessary evil. I came home understanding the value of law and order and viewing a strong civil authority as a blessing and a gift of grace from God.

I'm not suggesting that all government is good, or even that everything our own government does is good. In the United States, over one-million babies are aborted every year. That's five times the number of people killed in the entire Bosnian war, and it's legally sanctioned and approved by the United States government.

In China, the government has arrested and tortured Christians for worshiping outside of state sanctioned churches, for talking openly about Jesus, and for giving away Bibles. In fact, things are getting worse for Christians in China. Human rights groups have documented an increasing number of arrests of Chinese Christians since 2004. Conditions are even worse for Christians in North Korea and in totalitarian Islamic countries like Iran.

And, still, the Bible commands Christians everywhere to submit to governing authorities. What were the practical implications of this command for first-century Christians living under the oppression of the Roman empire? What are the implications today for Christians in China? Or Iran? The answers to those questions are beyond my grasp and well outside the scope of this project. I think, however, we can only begin to grasp the meaning of this command once we understand that we are called to obey government authorities out of reverence to God, not out of reverence to the government. As the Apostle Peter said, "Be subject for the Lord's sake to every human institution." 1 Peter 2:13.

This week, my goal is not to understand all of the implications of this command, but simply to make a personal, practical response to it. The question is: what are the implications for me---a suburban dwelling, middle-class American with two kids (a third on the way) and a government desk job? I've been thinking about how I can respond to this command in some practical ways. It boils down to my driving and what I wear around my neck.